Not having it shaped my legacy
because I wanted to be there to be what I could not see. That was important to
me. It also shapes how I engage with my students.
Whether black,
white, male, female. All of them can benefit from diversity. All of them can
benefit from seeing a professor who doesn't look like the majority professor.
or having someone who engages with them from a position of authority. Not so
much now, but when I first got to my [00:09:00]
current school, being Indiana, Nebraska, middle of nowhere, is them seeing you
standing up in the front of the room is almost kind of jarring for some of them
because they've never seen a black person or a woman who was not a mother
figure, who was not in a position of authority for them.
And because of that, I got a lot of
questioning about my credentials, about whether I was competent about if I was
just hired to check a box for being a double minority. And so I am
there for all of them, so that they can see a different face to what STEM, what
engineering, what academia looks like and what people look like who can teach
you.
Right. And it
took a while to get them there. Diversity is for everybody. I had some
colleagues who got upset with me because I run the scholarship program I told
you about. So, because of that, everybody's always sending me the black students
and the female students when they have challenges.
And so in a
meeting, I said, look, it is everybody's responsibility in this department to
promote diversity and support diversity, not just the women. Not just the black
people.
It's everybody's responsibility because everybody [00:10:00] benefits from diversity. I didn't even
think that was that big of a deal. But later on, I was called into the office by
my department head: He said, there are a few faculty who were really bothered by
MY statement And they came to talk to me about it.
Who? I'll go
talk to them, who? Cause I don't feel like what I said was even that bad. That lack of representation, that lack of diversity will send you
running. I've been in some jobs where the microaggressions had me running for
the heels. I've also worked at the HBCU, they had me running for the heels too.
It's just kind
of like, nowhere is totally perfect. But some places are definitely worse than
others. Regardless of where I am, I have to leave my imprint. Otherwise,
I'm not meant to be there. So if I'm letting them basically squash out my
light, then I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing.