Why job searching without a strategy yielded little progress
Dr. Cindy Leiton:
And so over that two year period. I was doing what most people do,
which is I submitted applications online and just waited for responses. And
then of course, rarely did I get a response, and if I did, it was a pre-screen
call that I didn't even know how to handle.
And so most of
the time it went nowhere. That was about the first six months of that two year
period. And after that, I started to, within that six month period, I started
to realize that not only was I doing my job search process wrong by doing it
kind of like cold, right, I was pursuing cold opportunities.
And that
doesn't mean it doesn't work for other people, but for me it certainly wasn't
work or working or going anywhere productive. So what I found that was
productive was that all these informational interviews that I was having with
other people who were in other roles was actually really productive because it
was helping me define what. Other roles are, you know, I talk to
Biostatisticians, I talk to people in marketing, I talk to people who handle
commercialization. I talk to consultants, I talk to clinical research
scientists, et cetera. And through all those conversations, I started to
realize like, oh, that sounds hard, but not in a, not in a way that seems
attractive to me. Or other roles would sound like, oh, there's pieces of that
that are really interesting, but I feel like I need more education and that's
not something I wanna invest in at the moment. I want something that I can, you
know, transfer into pretty quickly. So, so on and so forth. I kept doing that
exploration.
After that six
month period, I kind of did a reevaluation and I basically reached out to some
of my mentors, some within the university who were academics themselves and
some outside. And I kind of created a little circle of mentors and I said,
listen, I need help. I feel like for six months I've just been floating
and doing whatever without a strategy.
What do you want to be, when you are grown up?
Dr. Cindy Leiton:
And I've made
a little bit of progress, but not a whole lot. And I still don't have it fully
defined. What am I supposed to be seeking when I do job searches? 'cause I'm
just applying to what I see. But that's not, it doesn't have a focus. So, a lot
of the advice that I got was, Cindy, you have to refine further.
What do you
wanna be when you grow up? You have to kinda ask yourself that question a
little more deeply. And so in doing that, I started to realize that what I
loved, I, I just took a really far step back from the pressure of like, what do
I wanna be when I grew up? And I just asked myself, what do I love about
science? What do I do really well, but also what do I really enjoy? And I
consistently came back to realize that I loved bringing people together. Into
the same room that would otherwise never would have spoken to each other. And
that, that had tremendous value because I'm the one who saw the genius in why
they should talk. And that magic, that aha moment came from being in the lab
and being the person that was bringing these collaborations together. And being
one of those innovators that was thinking with my PIs right alongside them,
listen for this grant. We wanna put together this idea. We don't know this. We
don't know that we don't know the other, but we know people that know that
stuff.
And if we
could work together and build this really great team, we can do it. And so it
wasn't those opportunities that I had to build those collaborations that I
started to realize just how much I love that. And it became almost like, like
that big dopamine hit of like, oh my gosh, we have to do this again. And so I
think from there, I, I started after doing all that evaluation, I started
thinking. I love writing proposals to people that add value to their own work,
where we are going to be synergistic. I love identifying strategies for how
we're going to put together a, a very cool scientific program that's gonna have
tremendous value. I love thinking about the value itself. I love thinking about
what innovation is and how we're gonna bring about a new medicine or a new
therapy or something new to patients. And so once I started to think of all of
that, it was more, I had to go back out there and ask around what is the role
that does that?
[00:13:59] The role of a
program manager in biotech
Dr. Cindy Leiton:
And it turns out that there's many, but many of the people that I spoke
to kept kind of coming back to this. This thought of program management sits in
a place where you can touch all these different expertise and at the end of the
day, you have to deliver something integrated. An integrated plan. To
management or to an organization. And that program manager also has to help
that same team that they organized to execute on it. And so I think through the
number of times that I set writing grants and that I set like thinking of the
funding component, I started to feel also that academia was a little bit
limited for me because it would take me forever to raise just a couple million
dollars. Whereas if I would be part of an organization that had a team that
took care of that, whereas I was able to focus on the science that would enable
me to do so much more. So, I think adding all that up is how I started to
realize it's my time to really make that leap.
Eleonore:
Wow, there were so many things that I noted down mentally because I think that.
For program management. It really is this hub and spoke that you were talking
about in the sense that you need to know the right people who can then work on
their projects, but you manage the projects and sort of like make sure that
whatever the program management goals were of the company would be also
achieved.
And I think
that self-reflection that you brought to the table after having those
information interviews is also an insight that you have to have made for
yourself. Right? Nobody could tell you, your mentors that you mentioned were
able to show you a way but not walk you through that because you had to walk
through the model, and to feel the abyss, so that you were able to
feel the pain
and move away from that, but also acknowledge and appreciate what you enjoyed
in science.